You know, its really sick that most people who are virgins and haven’t done drugs are thought to have done these things. Its sick that being pure is something to be upset about. In such a nihilistic society I thrive for social interaction and I can get along with just about anyone, and thought they may believe I’ve been to a lot of places and done a lot of things, it doesn’t matter to me because I’m not feeling the anguish of being alone for not having actually don’t these things. You have to be a whore before you can find true love, you have to have known addiction before you can be strong. That’s all its about in this era and I think personally its a international sickness. Being myself had never felt so shitty in middle school and the past couple years of high school, but now I don’t think I can care about who know that I haven’t been ”ruined” yet. You are the ones who need to get your priorities straightened out, not I.

Plot Twist- Elena is actually a schizophrenic with symptoms of multiple personality disorder who suffers from manic depression. Damon and Stephan are actually only one person, her boyfriend and he is human but she seperated his traits into two different people in her mind, and being a vampire makes him infinite to her in different possibilities. Katherine is actually Elena’s second personality, who she hates. When Elena has a break down over something big its actually not a huge deal but because she did lose her parents, over a crack addiction and her brother to heroine she’s completely lost it. Caroline is a control freak bitch in real life, but Elena tries to convince herself that Caroline is actually a real sweetheart. Bonnie is the only sane person in Elena’s life and she just wants out yo, shes been trying to resolve shit so she can peacefully find her way out of Elena’s life for good, but every time she tries to exit shes drawn back in from the guilt Elena pushing onto her. 

So there.